Everything is crossed even my eyes...lol
I know exactly how you feel! AF was late last month and i started freaking out lol. My son is 3 months, will be 4 months on the 28th and i love him so much, but i just dont want to get pregnant right now. I think maybe when hes almost 2 ill try for another one, but i want him to have his time, instead of me being sick or too tired to play with him. My husband wants to have another baby right now lol, but he doesnt understand that its hard work being pregnant and im still 20lbs heavier than i was before i got pregnant. I think i would cry if i were pregnant right now!
Good luck! i hope AF shows her face soon (:
fingers and legs crossed for you for af to arrive!