Just need to vent alittle depressed

[daisymomlove]

I don't know if it's just serious depression hitting me hard and just wanting this baby out, or if I just seriously need to walk away for days to clear my head.  I might sound a little wacky or out of it.  I'm trying to enjoying this pregnancy as much as I can, but it seems like with this pregnancy everything seems wrong and that I am serously grouchy.   Now that I have about a month or less, I feel like my mind is full.  Bf and I are going through some things.  I think he has also got my grouchy side affects lol.  But he seems to be more and more grouchier as well.  I understand that I'm really close to haveing this baby and anything can set me off, but dang it *****.  Not only that I just have this really bad feeling that I'm going to go into labor way early.  I'm due May 10th but with my other two I go in about 2wks before my due date.  So that would set me to the end of April early May.  Then my manager is on vaction and doesn't get back till May 4th.  So I keep praying that all this stress doesn't put me into the hospital before that.  I just feel that I want to be alone, just me and my kids for a while.  I love my bf and everything but it just makes me so depressed.  I hate it.  Sorry guys I know this is a "help" form but I feel really comfortable comeing here.

[daisymomlove]

Thankx much.  I think I'm just over ready to have this baby lol.  I'm excited too as well but I'm really looking forward to getting my vactaion.  Which I have to use my vaction hours at work to take off for when I have the baby.  Just in need of some free time.  Hopefully your pregnancy is going well and this time it'll be a tough little cookie.  Congrats on you.  Are you wanting a boy or girl this time?

[JoyRenee]

Don't apologize for venting here! You're more than welcome to vent.

It just sounds to me like you're stressing out, which is hard not to do when pregnant because you're already struggling with all the raging hormones. Take each day as it comes, sweetie, or you'll just have all this unnecessary worry on your already burdened shoulders.