Just had to tell you all this because I'll be visiting the boards a bit more than normal lately.
Just a couple of night ago I went to work and so did my fiance, or so I thought. He dropped me off and I guess he said he went home - he called into work already without me knowing. When he picked me back up from work (he put his uniform back on) we went home, I walked into my house being compeletely cleaned, and a very romantic dinner was waiting for us. He even sent the dogs to a neighbor's house for a while. I asked what this was all about and he said he just wanted to do this for me, which was so sweet. So over dinner, he looked like he had to tell me something, but seemed nervous, so I pressed him for what was on his mind. So then he just looked up and me with these misty eyes and asked me if I wanted to start to try to have another baby next month. I was shocked because since the m/c, he didn't even wanna hear about babies. It was like he was asking me to marry him all over again. I said yes, and so now we are ttc activley again.
I had to share that with you guys, becuase I thought you all would apprieciate what he was trying to do. However ever since then, he's been on this baby kick and we aren't even pregnant yet. I'm ovulating July 8th-July 12 so can't wait to start lol. However, now I'm feeling odd and scared. I'm crying lots lately and keep thinking about my m/c - how can I do this without getting myself all worked up?