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[SillyRenee]

Hi everyone.  I haven't posted in awhile. Things at home have been really rough...his hours were cut back to seriously almost nothing... he has worked 4 days in the past 3 weeks...I am being sued by a collection agency for an old capital one credit card from when I was 19, my cell phone got shut off...ugh.  Why can't I be rich!?  So I am supposed to call my doctor on Tuesday since I haven't had a period since my miscarriage almost 6 weeks ago.  I have the option to start the Provera/Clomid cycle again but with all this going on in my life right now I am second guessing everything...granted I know it will be a month before we would find out we were pregnant and 9 months after that until a baby came...plenty of time to get everything situated...I just can't shake the fact that this is never going to get better...I want a baby so bad but don't want to be selfish in bringing a baby into my life as it is right now...does this make sense? and does anyone have words of wisdom right now?  I sure could use them...

[nickieb85]

Thats so cute. I love spending time with my boy especially early in the morning. Clomid is definitely the cheaper way to go!

[SillyRenee]

thanks girls for your words :)

i am working on getting a loan right now...well actually my brother is going to get a personal loan and give the money to me and i will just make the payments on it...i am so hoping it goes through, he has a near perfect credit score and is a manager at the restaurant Perkin's here in Erie... that way I can pay off everything and start fresh.

As far as my other half..he can't collect because the unemployment people are a-holes. lol  he was out of a job in the beginning of the year and collected. well he started a new job and moved two hours away and stopped filing but we made the mistake of filing after the first week of his new job thinking we filed for the one week of unemployment instead of two and now they are coming after him for the week he was paid for and he is on a 6 week suspension for any new claims of unemployment he might have.

I decided that if this loan goes through with my brother I am going to get the clomid and try again...we want this baby so much after being through the miscarriage 6 weeks ago... we just ate breakfast and were like..we cant wait for a baby to share sunday mornings with us...

[happy_mommy]

All that really stinks, i was way behind on my credit card bills and capitol one allowed me to pay what I could a month as long as they could directly take it out of my account.  Maybe you could do that?  

Can your husband apply for partial unemployment.  Just to keep a steady cash flow?

Im sure everything will get better for you in a matter of time!  Goodluck!!

[ladybug82]

All i can say to you is EVERYTHING will get worse before it gets better and Belive me there is a light at the end of the TUNNEL .... We wer in the same situation a year ago our house was going to get repos. and my hubby almost filed bankru. Our cars engine gave out all this in a matter of days.... one of the most ugliest mths of my life.... we took care of things lil; by lil' and slowley but surely we conquered that opsticle.. Please Take a breath and just focus what needs to be done right now EVERYTHING else will fall into place LIKE THE GAME TETRIS.... ... iam sending you so many hugs AND YOU ARE NOT BEING selfish at all .... dont put your self down.. you are going to see better days.i asure you ... hug hug *:O) erika