Hot flashes, tired, anxiety from preparing for morning sickness. I know it is coming and I'm not looking forward to this. Yes I want our second baby, no I don't want to be pregnant; at least I could do with out the hot flashes. Any who, I really think im having a boy this time, but I don't want to know when that appointment comes because I'd kind of like to keep it a surprise. Anyone wait till the end to find out? I don't know if i think its a boy because I want a boy or if this is true intuition. I knew my daughter was a girl from day one, and we found out because she was the fitst. this one I kind of want to keep a surprise because its our last.