I'm 18 years old, 29weeks 2days along with my first child, a wonderful baby boy. My boyfriend isn't around to support or help me because he is too concerned with his own life and having fun. He is almost 20. I'm always upset and feel really bad about myself because I started at 118 pounds and now am 140. The biggest I've ever been. I feel really insecure and depressed about everything and just want this pregnancy to be over with already :( can anyone relate?