I have had that sane feeling! I even told my other half I feel like I should write our unborn child a letter just incase something happens! He thinks I'm crazy! But ur not da only 1 who feels like that. This is my 1st pregnancy also & I worry about ALOT of things.
I was so nervous the first labour that I hyerventalated! That gave me morphine to help me relax & sleep between contractions. In the end it's like any hard workout, once it's over the pain just becomes a little uncomfortable, not sever. Everyone worries :-) best of luck!
I think everyone gets scared. With my first I kept having to remind myself that medical practices are very advanced these days and that it would be extrememly unlikely to die. Well... let me just say when you go into labor you kinda stop worrying.
You should be fine if your doing it at a hospital and not like outside haha
If something should go wrong like it did for me they rush you to do c-section.
Your choice for pain relief for regular labor.
Its natural to feel "not ready" nobody is ever ready ready