:'( - I'm having, in what I feel is, anxiety/depression issues. When I google anxiety/depression in pregnancy, really all I find is, yes, you can feel this stuff. Well thats great and all, but what kinds off stuff?!?!
Really I want to know if I am the only one here ... ( I am 11.5 weeks pregnant )
My anxiety/depression consists of lack of sleep (normal), moody (normal) ... I always want to be alone, looking at my fiance makes me scared/worried/sick in my stomach. The house that I lived in with him made me feel sick. Now I am living with my parents because I can't stand certain things. I felt alone and isolated in the house. Every time I saw, or even think about my fiance, I feel sick/scared and my heart starts racing. This all didn't start till 8 weeks. My first pregnancy I was like this and my daughters father couldn't take it so, he left me and I haven't seen him sense. (I just think it was an excuse) But it went away around when I started to feel the baby moving. I feel scared and question whether I want to marry my fiance or not, when before, it wouldn't of even crossed my mind.
I'm always wanting to sleep, I don't want to do anything, I am constantly thinking about the baby and wonder, where is that JOY feeling that I had with my daughter? Shouldn't I be happy! I just feel down. I do have generalized anxiety disorder and before the pregnancy I took ( clonzazepham ) in which my DR instructed me to take it only if I am having a full blown panic attack, which has happened about 4-5 times.
.... Is there anyone with anything similar? Something like this that they went through? I have my non anxiety moments don't get me wrong. :o ) It's just nice to hear other stories, advice ... things like that.