Lol @ glitters comment on caps lock. (: I agree though, talk to a dr asap! I know smoking they say wiegn yourself off over a couple of weeks. Morphine is way more serious than nicotine though.
The safest thing to do is turn off your caps lock so people don't think you're yelling. I think this is something you should talk to your doctor about. Don't take advice from anyone on here, your case sounds kind of serious.