trapped

[nicolehashy]

I fell into bd trap. Ended up seeing him last night and I just hate that I did. Hes seeing his ex but I just can't get over the fact we're having a baby together and always want to try. And yet again here I am alone and he still has her. I love him so much and its hard for me to give up I have no one to talk to and when he checks in I feel like he's the only one who cares so I fall into the trap and then im left heart broken again , I'm just so confused and hurt wish I was stronger when it comes to him

[hellojojo2200]

I get it hun..I dont blame u for feeling that way and wanting it 2 work...but do u really wNt a man like that bbeing the father  figure 2 ur baby??...I mean a man that wud treat her mom like that??..she might grow up thinkin its ok for.men 2 behave that way 2 her..
Also im sure u will.b able 2 find a man who will love u and ur baby.and treat u both with love and respect....only u kno what right for u and ur baby tho..but its just somethin 2 think about...I hope it gets better..Good luk...maybe he will realize what he has and change..u never kno...it just dosng happen that often :/...

[nicolehashy]

Bump

[nicolehashy]

Thanks I really appreciate it its so hard I don't want my kid not to have a father so I try even though I know its no good :(

[hellojojo2200]

Im sorry hunn..I.can understand why u end up falling into his trap...8m.sorry u r.goin thru that..just try 2.make a clean break from him...I kno its hard..and u may not be able 2..but not.seeing him and.not.opening ur self up emotionaly 2 him will save u alot of pain in the long run..good luck momma..stay strong

[theawesomejuju]

Try not to think about him i know how you feel exactly how you feel were in same boat but giving in and seeing him only hurts us not them

[nicolehashy]

Bump :((