I’m hurt, upset, and mad

I don’t know where to being……I have thalassemia , it’s a blood disorder. I don’t really know a whold bunch about it because there is really nothing you can do about  it and because I have it  miner that is really doesn’t really affects on everyday life. Well, I know when I was pregnant, they had my hubby to so blood test just to make sure he didn’t have it because it can be really bad for the baby, if both parents have it. My sister is pregnant and she has it, her doctor sent her to a blood specialist (forget the name) and He said what ever you do, DO Not take any extra iron supplement! Because it can cause a M/C. Well, after she had told me this, I started to think and my, at the time New Ob started me on Iron supplement 2x day and that is the pregnancy that I LOST!! I am totally lost, Mad, upset. Like I should have knew better!!! I feel as He the dr. should have know this.!!! I always wonder why he didn’t start me back on the iron when I because pregnant with Hunter. It just makes me think, that he knew what he did!! I am so mad at myself!!!!!


I called my mom because she has grown up with this, and asked her if this sounds right. If this could really make a person M/C and she stop….And said yes! It happened to her 2 times before they figure it out!!!

I am so Pee-Oed!!!