Thanks...i think im going to stop TTC for a few months and get my mind back in order...this is too much torture and disappointment and i just want to enjoy the holidays
maybe its just not meant for me to have another child....i tried though
Honestly... I think that is the best attitude for you to take right now. I know it sounds weird but hear me out. ALL of my friends ended up conceiving when they decided to take a break from it for a little bit. I seriously think the stress gets to us, I'm not sure if this is medically true but I know emotionally it kills us every month. You just need to put it out of your mind and seriously I have a feeling it WILL happen when you are not even thinking or trying. From personal experience, I told myself last month that I was not going to read into every symptom and I was going to take it easy and just let it happen when it happens. Well, on 11/7, I got my BFP. Seriously, just don't think about it as much and enjoy your holidays and take time to relax and have a good couple of months. I bet it will happen then.
Thanks for the words of wisdom...its just too heart wrenching and i cant take it anymore...i just want to get through the holidays and be happy because today im very very sad