Member Comments are provided by individuals and reflect their personal opinions only. Under NO circumstances should you act on any advice or opinion posted in this forum.  ALWAYS check with your personal physician before taking any action regarding your health! MedHelp International and our partners, sponsors and affiliates have no obligation to monitor any comments posted on this site, or the content and/or accuracy of such exchanges. MedHelp International does not endorse the views of any user.
 | 

Please help me

by indymommy, Nov 03, 2008 04:03PM
Hi everyone, I'm praying SOMEONE can help me here. I am the mother of two wonderful babies and currently in school for nursing. I am also 14 weeks pregnant. I have had an addiction to pain killers for about 7 years now, I've tried the suboxone treatment twice in the last two years and relapsed. About 5 months ago a friend told me if I took methadone that I could quit vicodin and get clean, so I did. But being that I have a problem with opiates, I am now addicted to methadone. When I found out I was pregnant I tried to quit the methadone and started to miscarry and got really sick. I take 30-40 mgs a day. I get them from a friend, not a dr. or clinic. I am scared to death for three reasons, the first is for my unborn child, the second I am afraid if I go to my OB they will try to take my children away (they are my life I love them more than anything on earth), thirdly, my husbands ex works at the hospital where my OB works and she can sneek a peak at my records anytime. I cry everyday over all of this, I just need some help and don't know where to turn. I've read sub is not approved for pregnancy, so what should I do??? I live in Indiana and I don't know the protocol for things like this. Should I just try to quit on my own? I've tried to wean down but it's hard, my body starts aching 12-15 hours after taking a dose. I'm so scared and worried. Please help!!

(Please don't reply if you have any negative things to say, I know that I am terrible for doing this but I need and want to get clean more than you can possibly imagine, and if you want to judge me go ahead, but I promise it can't be worse than the way I feel about myself)
Member Comments (11)

by ashiepooh, Nov 03, 2008 04:14PM
Hmmm, ok I'd say talk to your doctor about it, because there is something he can prescribe that will help with that addiction.  They wont take your babies away if your trying to get help for this!  If YOUR WILLING to take the steps to get help, seriously talk to your doctor.  Tell him maybe you would really appreciate it if they didn't put it in your records, or something.  Some doctors are will to do that as well.  

I am going to go look for the info I had read on this the other day, I believe it may be in a book, and I will post back with the name of the medicine they use to prescribe for this addiction!  

by sweetangel7, Nov 03, 2008 04:18PM
You should try to call a 'pain management' clinic...I know someone who was on pain killers after a medical situation...prescribed by their doc...but became addicted so they started to go to a pain management clinic that had doctors who specialized in addiction to pain killers...and safely weening people off.  I wouldn't quit on your own.  

Another thing to try is NARC ANON...I know methadone isn't a narcotic but I am sure that they may have resources to help you out and it is ANONYMOUS!  

You really do need to come clean with your ob...he/she will be able to guide you and make sure your unborn baby is as healthy as possible considering the situation.  

I wouldn't be too concerned about the ex wife...you can sue her for violation of your privacy/confidentiality if she peeks at your records and discloses info to you or anyone else.

Good luck!

by ashiepooh, Nov 03, 2008 04:23PM
So I found it in the book, and it is methadone on a monitored dose.  That wont effect your baby.  However it's your doctor who have to tell you the amount.

Now I would do was sweetangel said, go to a pain management clinic and see if they can help you get off of it.

And it is a privacy/confidentiality breech if his ex wife does go and speak about your records!

by Kels123, Nov 03, 2008 04:29PM
I am not sure what to say, but I can certainly pray for you and your family. I am sorry that you are going through this and I know it has to be hard. Just keep in mind of your family, and I hope you are able to get some sort of help. Good luck and you will be in my thoughts and prayers! Good luck sweetie, we are always here for you!

by indymommy, Nov 03, 2008 04:56PM
Thank you all so much for your kind words. I have been on the phone all day calling different places and haven't gotten much help. I guess it would be best to tell my OB, it's just so hard to tell them something like that while your pregnant. I appreciate no one judging me and being unkind. If anyone else has any experience with this please let me know, thanks again, I'm glad I found this site!!

by ashiepooh, Nov 03, 2008 05:01PM
To: indymommy
I know it's hard to tell your doctor that while your pregnant, but (s)he might be over the top happy that you are trying to confront an addiction!  They understand that things like this aren't easy!  I also understand why you would take them, I've been living in excrustiating pain for 9+ years now from herniated discs!  I however can't take anaything for it because I am allergic to it all!  I am having back surgery in Dec 2010 and hoping it fixes my problems!  I am glad your wanting to get help though, i've seen people who are addicted to far worse things, and they tell me....Admitting that you need help is the biggest step anyone can take, and i'm sure your doctor will appreciate it!  Keep us posted!!

by illsurvive, Nov 03, 2008 08:33PM
you can switch the doctor for this pregnancy. who is completely unknown to anyone tell him everything.he will give you the answer.

by JoyRenee, Nov 03, 2008 09:15PM
Well no one will be unkind here. We're not here to judge but to offer guidance and anyone who does put up harassing or vindictive words do get in trouble. So don't worry about that and please feel free to vent/post.

Now, onto your situation--- your OB will not take your children away. If you ask for help they will give it to you. But if your baby is born and found to have narcotics in their system, they will take your children away. It's best to get on some sort of program with your doctor and keep communication open.

Also, stop buying from your friend. You should always use a doctor's permission to do something because people will lace drugs with other things and they could be more harmful to your child than the methadone itself.

Keep your chin up! We're here to help and I hope you get the help and support from your doctor!

by onlyme27, Nov 03, 2008 10:38PM
There is help out there for you.  Do not worry about your baby getting taken away.  As long as you and the baby do not have illegal drugs in your system, them you are OK.  I even have a friend that was preg and the baby did test positive for drugs at birth.  They didn't take the baby but did make the parents submit to regular drug screenings to proove that they had gotten clean.  Methodone is a hard additon to break.  Unless you are an extremely strong willed person  you will need help to get off of drugs completely.  Without help, you might quit the methodone but start something else.  I have fought drug addition in the past.  I am willing to talk to you about it and some of the steps you can take if want to PM me sometime.  We are all here to support you and not judge.  The first step is admitting the problem.  You have already done that.  Now lets try to get the problem treated. :)

by motherofan18month, Nov 04, 2008 06:42AM
i agree with joy! my sil had been trying to ween herself off of drugs while she was pregnant, she didn't tell her OB that she needed help and when she went into the hospital for complications her blood test came back + for xanax and something else (cant remember) she ended up having to have a c-section the next day and my niece also tested +. they let her take her home but they did routine follow-ups with drug testing and visits to make sure her children were in a safe environment, and with that it scared her to take herself one step further quitting and she did and they are all fine now!! but yes there is help out there, dont be afraid to ask for it!! BEST OF LUCK!

by LauraB78, Nov 04, 2008 07:22AM
I agree w. sweetangel and Joy.

I wish I had more words to offer but I think the ladies have already pointed you in the right direction in terms of where to start w/ help.

I wish you nothing but the best and please keep us posted!

Related discussions
Post Comment
To
Comment
Post Comment
Recent Activity
pucketts03 commented on I give up!!!
1 min ago
mami1323 commented on photo
3 mins ago
mami1323 commented on photo
4 mins ago
kikicoates78 commented on photo
6 mins ago
kikicoates78 commented on photo
7 mins ago
kikicoates78 commented on photo
8 mins ago
kikicoates78 commented on photo
13 mins ago
kikicoates78 commented on photo
14 mins ago
RSS Expert Activity
EVIDENCE-BASED APPROACH TO NEUTER S...
Dec 15 by Arnold L Goldman, D.V.M.
HOW DO/SHOULD DOCTORS THINK ABOUT T...
Dec 15 by Arnold L Goldman, D.V.M.
Simple tool to Assess your Risk for...
Dec 14 by Lee Kirksey, MD
Community Members