am I weird..?! probably..

[OctoberMommy2014]

okay, so I wasn't kidding when I said you'd see my name a lot.. so here it goes! lol (sorry, not sorry) haha

anyways, here I am.. 8weeks+5days (approximate according to my last menstural.. waiting on 1st appointment) & I'm still having the typical symptoms I guess: nausea (not as intense as it was), sore boobs (getting faint), cramping (feels more like stretching), no bleeding, already having trouble falling asleep as a decent time but always tired, and I feel like I pee 24/7..

the past few days I just haven't FELT pregnant.. I've even felt around my tummy to see if I could feel anything hard/round/whatever.. is that weird?! should I be able to feel anything physically with my hand/fingers yet? (on the outside of my belly of course)..

AND, I KNOW my uterus is low.. not around my belly button, but I swear.. I don't have a "muffin top", but in the front around my belly button I have the biggest pooch?!!!! like, what is this?!!! it looks and feel like fat, but what in the world does that have to do with my baby and/or uterus?! I thought it got hard and round above my pubic bone?!

I'm all kinds of confused.. Lord help me.. I've got such a long way to go! again.. you'll be hearing from me, a lot.. sit back and enjoy some popcorn all I know.. if you can stomach it b/c I can't! lol thanks in advance!! ❤

[OctoberMommy2014]

lol thank you very much! I've also read so much about things going wrong with other women's pregnancies & I always assume that I could be next..

just trying to think positive! ((:

[Muvenda]

No problem. U r welcome. We r family here. Wen a response is cold jst think of it as pregnancy hormones lol...don't let it get to u.

[OctoberMommy2014]

ohhhh noooo I'm sorry, I meant my sore boobs were starting to feel faint.. like the soreness was not as drastic as before lol! I typed that wrong.. I haven't been fainting though, thank God! lol

& thank you!! for some reason I just don't feel it, well sometimes I do.. it's just so back & forth and of course all I can do is assume the worst. I've just read too many negative things on here.. but thank you for your response & hopefully I'll FEEL something soon!

[Muvenda]

U r not suppose to faint, get that checked out. The feeling part i dnt think u can physicaly, i i cud only see that my body is changing, how? I ddnt know, @ abt 13 to 20 weeks i wud wake up feeling sooo pregnant, huge and hard/tight and the next day nothing...lol...it was sumtyms scary wen u were hard yesterday n today all soft. Either way i think its too early to feel anything or see any drastic changes except morning sickness

[OctoberMommy2014]

thank you so much for answering!! & yeah, I do need to at least make it through my 1st appointment .. just a typical ftm & freaking out I guess! I will start writing stuff down ASAP!! thanks again!!

[YoungLadyDay14]

My 1st pregnancy I had no clue I was pregnant for awhile. I just had a lot of fatigue. Bcuz ur so early I wouldn't stress about those things. At least wait till after ur doc appt. Also I find it helpful when a question pops in my head to write it down & bring it 2 my doc appt. Wish you well dear!

[OctoberMommy2014]

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