I am so sad..and hopeless..

[diela]

I know woman gets a lot of clear discharge during ovulation and the discharge will dry out about 2-3 days before AF is due.. This is totally true for me. Last month, i got all preganancy symptoms, breats tenderness and so on leading me to think that i was pregnant, but my CM does dry out before i got my AF 3 days later.

So this month, I TTC again (3rd cycle of trying) and my AF is suppose to due Dec 23 and again, my CM is drying out. I have all the other symptoms of PMS/pregnancy but this drying CM leads me to think I am really once again NOT PREGNANT..!!!! I am so sad and I hate waiting...

Should i trust my CM that much..! how true that is if your CM is drying out and your temperature stay normal, that means you are no way near being pregnant...

I am so sad...

[diela]

thanks for replying..i feel so stupid when i get so emotional.. i am crying a lot lately for donno what reason.. i guess maybe because i really want a baby,,,

i wish i dont have to wait too long to be a real mommy..

Thanks again Karen1234, kadkee and Tasia32!

[Tasia32]

I want to get pregnant but my husband and I are not trying yet even though I really want a family so I know it sucks when you think you could be pregnant but something lets you know that your AF is coming. My cm didn't dry up and my AF just started today so there is still a chance!

[Karen1234]

Anytime, I know how hard it is to go through and not getting there. I know exactly what you mean my fiancee brought me home a calendar today with babies and puppies and i cried for ten minutes. Man wouldnt that button be nice?  Depression is mean to your body. Another thing to think about is lavender. I know it doesnt seem like it would help a lot but it will relax your mind and your nurves it may give you just the right amount of "let go"  I hope you have a baby. You sound so sincere, not like theses kids these days thinkin they can keep their boyfriends if they have a baby. Trust me it'll happen for you. Smile, relax, and have fun with it.

[diela]

Thank you for your support and wishes. I wish there is an ON-OFF button for being a mommy. I can always push the ON and ON and ON button..!! i wanna baby... i always cried lately for all single things that iread/watch about baby.

I think I am just getting depressed..

[kadkee]

With my third pregnancy I just went by temperature. My husband and I tried for a few months and I went to the hospital due to some cramping and got an ultrasound done hopeing she would tell me baby number three was on it's way but instead I ended up with a few cystes on my overies and she told me to watch you temp and when you notice it started to rise slightly then begain intercourse until it startes to lower again or you know how that works and before you know it the next month I was going in to see her again to see when my due date would be. Good luck and hope this helps.

[Karen1234]

I know how you feel months and months of trying, counting, waiting, stressing, and hoping. I've heard one of the best ways to go about it is start about a week before you ovulate and have sex every other day so there isnt much of a chance of missing your chance. Sperm can live in your body for 2 days. But i do know stress can conflict with your chances as well. I know what your going through its hard i know but it will happen and exactly the right time. If you get discouraged or just need to talk I'm a good listener. Good luck.