i am so sorry for your loss
Oh, honey! I'm very sorry for what you are going through. May you find the strength to pull through. I know you will. Don't worry about how to feel, just take the feelings as they come. I'm sorry. I wish you comfort during these times and know that we're here for you.
*HUGS*
i am so sorry for what has happened to you. there is no right or wrong way to feel here. i just hope you get through it all ok x hugs x