Today is my due date

[mamaofonetrying42]

I have been so busy today, that I almost forgot Today would have been the due date of my baby :o( Wow
How time has fly by.......I would already have you in my arms.....

[shasy03]

yesterday was the due date and my baby would be a year old now.  It's hard and it's hard as hell.  hang in there and it'll happen.  

[adawning4]

Dont feel guilty rejoice in what you have now.... I lost my first  5years and 3 months ago and I sometimes think about what if i would of had that baby. What would things be like what would he/she look like, act like, who's hair would my baby have??!??!! But then I see my daughter whom if not for losing the baby she would probably not be here or the sweet little girl that she is now.... So I try hard to be grateful for what I have in fear that one day I will lose her too..... I love my children and I am sorry for my own loss but if not would I have my 2 beautiful healty babies now????
Its ok and great  to remember your baby and to feel sad for him not making it, but be grateful for what God has given us!
{{{{hugs}}}}

[Jame0223]

I know how you feel. My due date is coming up in two weeks...I'm not pregnant so I can't really use that to rejoice..and my boyfriend doesn't want to try for a few years so I'm babyless. I wish with everything I have to be pregnant still...I can't go a day without thinking about my little bundle. I want my baby back too...I am going to cry the day my baby is due

[swade]

I know how you feel so much... I went past my due date and am now going to give birth only three days after my d/c last year.  I feel so guilty in the sense that I should have one already many months old by now, and on the day I said good bye I will be filling my arms with another.. but I am so happy to have another, I understand your guilt.. I deal with mine everyday myself.. But we are lucky to have our arms filled so quickly, and so much company in our hearts.. Right?!??!

[msgorgeous]

im sorry dont feel gulity like joy said let all the emotions out :)

[mamaofonetrying42]

Good luck to you!! I hope it all works out!!!

[waitn838]

thank you

this is my first TTC cycle since my loss and my emotions have taking full force on a rollercoaster...im planning to test next week

[mamaofonetrying42]

Thanks everyOne.

Wait-evth: I hope you get pregnant soon........

[Brown Eyed Gurl]

yeah I remember that mine would have been this coming Friday....

[JoyRenee]

waitn and evthing4reason---I got pregnant after my loss and it did make things more bearable, for ME. But it also made some things harder. *HUGS* I hope you guys get pregnant and are able to move forward! It'll be hard but rewarding!!!

[JoyRenee]

You should never feel guilty for feeling the sorrow and grief that a loss brings! That was your baby, no matter how underdeveloped or young. That was still a little life that you loved without knowing or holding, a little one you cherished, dreamed of, hoped for... don't feel guilty! Cry, laugh, get angry---don't hold back your feelings!

[waitn838]

dont feel guilty....it was a loss and a loss is a loss

its a pain you will feel forever and this day will forever be on your mind and in your heart

there's no shame in it

[evthing4reason]

I too hope to be pregnant by my due date, especially with my two best friends due that same week.

[waitn838]

{{{hugs}}}}

im so praying to be preg by my due date...regardless i know it will be tough but we're women and we're strong and we keep on moving

[mamaofonetrying42]

Thanks, I just feel kind of guilty crying over it because I do have another blessing growing inside me.....

[JoyRenee]

I'm so sorry sweetie! Keeping busy is good, but allowing yourself to feel the emotions is very healthy. *HUGS*