I've suffered with anxiety since I was 10 years old, but my parents didn't know what it was at the time and so I spent the majority of my time at many doctors and hospital visits until I was much older (22, I am 24 now) but the process of finding what worked for me was very hard and almost seemed impossible. By the time I found the right medication (I was 23, almost 24) and my panic attacks went from being 6a day, to once in a blue moon which I was okay with.
A few months later, I fell pregnant. I found out at 5 weeks and so I immediately stopped my medication. I was on effexor 225 MG and 2 MG of abilify to help with my bipolar. These worked wonders but we're ruled out unsafe so I didn't even think twice about stopping. I began experiencing the exact same attacks again atbilifbiut grain du now it's back up to being everyday. It affects my sleep, my eating and it causes me to fall very I'll sometimes.
Symptoms I experience: dizziness/lightheaded, sweaty clammy skin, nauseous, disoriented, speech goes slurred, I can't walk because my body literally turns to jelly and through all of this I am crying for it all to stop which always makes it worse. I can't control them and it's like I can't even leave my house anymore and it's making me so depressed.
What is safe to take? Is anything safe? When is get like this, I lose all motor skills and I fear I am not going to be able to care for my child once she is born if I am having them so frequent throughout the day ... I don't know what to do, all I know is that i am freaking out.