First i just want to say my heart goes out to u and ur family for ur loss. That is something i could imagine is haunting u at a time like this. Try and be strong for ur new baby and remember u have an incredible angel who was unable to stay with u watching over u during ur surgery and the birth of ur new miracle. I doubt at this time much is going to help or calm ur nerves. The best thing for u is to discuss ur fears with ur family and supporters. I guarantee once everything goes ok ull be so relieved and feel so much better.
Try and just stay busy and calm and hopefully tonight you'll be able to get a little sleep. Maybe go for a light walk tonight and watch a happy movie with hubby and relax. My prayers go out to u. Good luck tomorrow on ur big day :-)
I am trying to remember the words you wrote to me when I was freaking out about my nightmares...I think they were along the lines of trying not to worry about things which have not happened, you comforted me anyway and I wish I could do the same for you. Of course you will be worried and understandably so, I know I would be even without suffering a loss like you have. Try to keep your mind on packing up the kids and keep yourself busy with some cleaning, I would be cranking up the music to sing along to...all you can really do is try to distract yourself in any way possible and focus on a positive outcome. I wish you and yours all the best and will be thinking of you tomorrow...
Not sure. Drink a cup of tea and ask hubby to rub your back. Try to relax. I am sorry for your loss and will be thinking positive, healthy baby and Mama thoughts. Keep us posted.