this is eating at me...

[BklynBellaKoda]

If your going to judge me, our bash on me id prefer you not comment but I'd really like to talk about it....

Okay,before i got pregnant i was smoking k2 like products....up until 3/4 months& I'm seven inca half now..not heavily but enough to where i can admit I'm afraid of the results...i didn't realize how bad the stuff was until it was all over the news..i admit i had a problem but not to where i would find any way possible to get it...i was very confused and afraid my babies father and i were arguing and kept breaking up so i wasn't sure if i wanted to keep her.i ended up quitting before it even becoming huge on the news...but i would really like to know if it would show any brain damage on an ultrasound...everything has came back good and she's healthy but I'm worried..& should be because of my mistakes but i just don't want to be judged please don't bash me or anything it'll make it worse on me

[JayleensProudMommy]

I think just u quiting is a big step and im sure if u keep up with taking care of yourself and your little angel everything will be ok. You and your baby girl are in my prayers:)

[Spiket77]

Well, if anything...thank your for the education. I had never heard of K2.

Best wishes to you! I hope she is just perfect!

[BklynBellaKoda]

Thank you, I'll never touch it ever again. I will barely even smoke weed, probably never.the smell of cigarettes make me sick so i know i won't,i want the best for my daughter.she's not even here and she's my world.I'm very excited and becoming impatient and having dreams of what could happen going info labor lol.
But you guys are helping me become stronger and have faith that everything will be okay,i hoe so...

[gokuangel]

We all have our mistakes and things we do! Sounds like you re doing great so just keep it up!! I have alcohol issues and was drinking pretty bad when i got pg and i sobered up instantly when i knew i was for sure pg! i took care of myself did my vitamins got all dr appts and testing done and my son is perfectly healthy!!  

[rachb11]

Its not really a drug...its pouperi (sp??) People just treat it like a drug which is stupid...nothing against you at all.  Cause I have smoked it only a few times 2yrs ago before it started getting banned. I never knew how bad it was either. But its very scary, just like all these people doing bath salts. I agree with everyone else don't start it back up again. Its dangerous pregnant or not...its totally not worth it. I give you props for quitting...just stay that way for your own health plus no kid wants to see that. Congrats on your baby and hope you have a healthy pregnancy!! (:

[FreshLove]

It's a good thing you decided to quite before something major happened. While there are still possible side-effects (like with cigarettes have asthma, ear infection, etc. that don't show on ultrasound) they will probably be "minor" if there are any at all. Just PLEASE stay away from them once your baby girl is born, because having a mom who does drugs is not good for her health even when she's outside of your body.

[chelc23]

Never mind!! Hope everything turns out ok

[keanasbrown]

Be positive.  I understand your concerns & I'm glad you quit when you did. I'm sure everything will turn our OK. Until then, I will be praying for you & your baby's health.

[chelc23]

What is k2 im confused??

[mrscude2010]

Just be positive girl! Im sure everything will be just fine :) and for the mean time you can take your vitamins eat as healthy as you can (its hard lol but i try to balance things out myself) and just dont stress now because stressing out will stress your little baby out so the best thing you can do is just keep doing good and stay stress free!

[BklynBellaKoda]

Thank you, when i found out the sex everything was okay, nothing was wrong with her, all my blood came back good...no down syndrome or anything I'm just scared, and i do talk to him..i cry all the time because I'm so afraid but like her father, my boyfriend said he has faith but still whatever could be wrong with her will be all my fault ya know...it might not be something horrible but the Littlest thing is gunna be my fault and i don't want that...

[Ana23gio]

Well ur human so its human like to make mistakes. The good thing is you stopped n now ur tryin to better urself for ur baby's sake. when I went to my ultrasound they told me that they could see some stuff like down syndrome but not all the time. I will say that If u believe in god just pray to him and he will hear you and answer your prayers for sure but u have to have faith in him. I can tell you that my last pregnancy I didnt do soo good but I prayed to god and he answered me. My baby is a healthy 2 y/o and I believe I owe all to god. Hope this helps good luck to u and ur baby...

[BklynBellaKoda]

The baby is healthy, and very very very active...btw