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9062499 tn?1426957962

sorry not pregnancy related

Missing my little angel so much today who was stillborn at 38 weeks. She was born on saturday 9th aug. She weighed a perfect 6lb n 12oz. I really want to hold her, feed he, change her n do everything what a newborn requires But unfortunately I cant. Just sitting hear thinking about her cant control my tears. Hoping God blesses me with a daughter next year who I can hold n kiss n spend my time with her. I dont think I can get back to normal until I hav another angel.

Thursday is the worst day of the week for me bcoz that was the day I had been told theres no heartbeat. Plz pray for me god gives me patience.
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Everything Happens for a reason. God never makes mistakes.
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Be strong and god bless you!!!
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9062499 tn?1426957962
Thanx for all your support and advice ladies. I know this app is pregnancy related But idk I feel talking to u mommies eases my pain
And listening to your stories makes me more strong. Thanx again to u wonderful mommies n also thanx to the app moderators for creating this app. May god giv u all healthy babies n also safe delievery n labor.
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8855238 tn?1402058439
so sorry for your loss I pray for your strength and healing
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Sorry for your loss same thing happen to me last year at 32 weeks i know its one of the worst pain a mother can feel but from experiance as time passes it does get easier to deal with
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Well from the day I delivered my Husband and I told ourselves we would treat this situation as a live birth. We would not cry or be sad when she was born. My only breakdown was walking into our home empty handed. What's done is done and there's nothing we can do about it. We have two choices everyday, we can shut down into a deep depression or we can wake up everyday and live life to the fullest. Yes I'm not going to lie it's tough and I think about her everyday I cry for her every morning. We have a three yr old boy that I love to death he's our reason to wake up every morning he's been my strength my rock. I'll see my daughter again someday, our love created this child, but God created her for Himself. One day I'll know why she was too perfect for earth. She passed away from a rare umbilical cord accident. It was way too long and was wrapped around her feet three times with knots. My husband and I have been trying to conceive since May. nothing will ever replace our Daughter you just have to be mentally ready to take on another pregnancy. You'll know when you're ready. :)
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9062499 tn?1426957962
@jensen9 what was the cause of your babies death n how did u cope. And also after how long did u start trying again ?
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Wow sweetie, u can come here anytime u want and we'll be here for u, I know how hard it is, I lost a boy last year at 17 weeks and I was devastated, you can message me if u want to talk about it, I understand
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Sorry for your loss ♡
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I'm so sorry you had to go through this! I lost my baby girl on March 4 2014 @ 39wks. It's a constant pain that I carry everyday. Just remember this life is temporary one day we will see our Angels again.
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Be strong, my dear. God knows why that happened. Your little angel is watching you from heaven. Be comforted
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9062499 tn?1426957962
Thanx for all ur support ladies. This is only place where i think i can get help from the mommies. @november7thmommy they did all the tests which were all normal. They also send off the placenta which will tke 8 weeks for the results.
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Sweetie, I was thinking about u a couple of days ago, I hope God gives u the strength and peace in ur heart to cope with this loss, is not easy, but I know that if is for u to have another one, he'll send u another beautiful girl, just think that u have an angel watching over u and ur family, have they tell u why that happened?
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You will want to wait a while before planning another. Give yourself time.
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I'm so sorry for your loss hun I hope God blesses you again... I hope your heart can heal and I hope being on this app isn't too much for you.... I wish you the best and again I'm sorry for your loss.... Good luck mama xoxoxo
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Im so sorry, prayers for you. :(
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God will give you the strength to carry on. You just need to have the will to carry on which is hard to do when you lose a baby. And what is making it so hard on you is your baby was to term, it is sad to say but it is easier when it happens in the first trimester when there is no baby to see and hold. I am sorry for your loss and know a miscarriage is hard but could not imagine the pain of a still born. I am sorry and hope you find the will to go with the strength God has waiting for you.
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8582080 tn?1436383174
I am so sorry for everything that your going through...words can't explain why this happens to precious babies but just know that she is a Angel with God...I know exactly what your going through when I lost my son in 2007 I was so sad and depressed and nothing anyone said to me made me feel better and when I buried him it hurt so much it took me a long time to cope with his loss but now I know my baby boy is in a better place looking over his brother and sisters and me... She is your Angel now and you are a Angel Mommy I pray for you and your family and may God bless you stay strong mama I know its hard trust me I still mourn for my Jayden and its been 7 yrs R.I.P to all the Angel Babies God took to be his Angels
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God bless u hope god give you the strength to carry on big hug
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