yeah, i've lost a bunch, and i too am scared i'm going to get huge i only have like 9 weeks left. i keep telling myself i'll get really big at the end of this. lol. and i understand not eating and getting sick. i hate it, i think i'd rather eat and feel "big" then eat and get sick. hehehe.
I Know exactly how you feel... I haven't gained a single pound yet but the last week I have been eating so much I'm scared I'm going to get huge... I swear all i do is eat but if I don't eat I feel sick haha