I am so unbelievably paranoid about gettin pregnant again and I dont think my boyfriend is worried. We still have had sex and amelia is 7 weeks on monday but we keep tryin, its just too sore! Anyway the other night my boyfriend picked me up and chucked me on the bed bein really ruff with me I love it! And he never put a condom on and I was so paranoid pushin him away sayin I dont want to be pregnant again do u want to get me pregnant and he was like I dont really care all am thinkin about right now is sex! Wtf! Shes so careless but I was still to sore so he only got half way in before I said it was painful ugh whens it not gonna b sore I just cant relax I think thats my problem cause I think am gonna end up pregnant