I know what you're going through. I found out I was pregnant after breaking up with my bf for cheating on me. He decided to stay with the girl and didn't want anything to do with this baby. I'm 24wks and we've only spoken 3times. I'm extremely lonely and depressed but I try to not go there by leaning to my friends and family for support. Try finding someone who is there for you. Someone you can talk to. It helps. It doesn't heal you but it will help. You need some form of support around you.
Im sorry for your situation. But all you can/need to do is stay strong. Not only for yourself but especially for your lil baby, who needs you to be healthy and happy. Always be happy with what you do have. That is the only way I look at things. It helps me alot to be a strong woman for my family. I do not know what its like to not have your man or babies fathet by your side but I can only imagine the feeling. Seeing my mother go through that was not easy. But no man should get the best of you! Good luck with your situation and I hope the best for you and baby. My prayers will be with you.
Wow! Thats tough especially at 40weeks.