Hi There, I did not know if I should post this, feeling scared of what people might think but I needed to talk and my husband unfortunately is not being very communicative lately. I recently under went IVF. Transferred two hoping one would stick. Not only did both stick, one actually split. Now I am expecting triplets. I only wanted one child now the idea of three is killing me. I dont want three kids, I dont feel like I will handle it and I now dont want to go through this pregnancy. I want to have fetal reduction but my husband doesn't want to hear anything of the sort. I am feeling lost, alone and scared. I am entering my 12th week this coming week and seriously thinking of requesting my doctor do fetal reduction, with or without my husbands consent. I dont know if the doctor will do it though. All these thoughts are going on in my head and I feel like I am not in control. I am wishing that my next scan will show only one heatbeat, I know that is bad, I feel bad for typing it, I feel bad for thinking it, I dont know what to do. Please help me. Please dont hate me.