The way you worded this sounds terrible but I understand what you mean. It's not that I don't want his son around or to visit bc of jealousy. Mines more of the fact that I don't like other people's kids and his son annoys me like no other. I feel like a Complete a s s bc he treats my son from a previous relationship like his own and helps with him alot. It's hard. I feel like he won't have the same light in his eyes with our daughter bc he's already gone through all this. And I absolutely HATE dealing with his baby momma. She's soo stupid alot nd I can't stand her!
I think this is a normal feeling to have being pregnant with your first child. I felt the same exact way. But, after my baby was born I realized it wasn't competition... who daddy loves more... the love was equally shared & his son and my daughter got along well. I read about this, seems normal.