I briefly dated a guy that I highly suspect has addictive personality disorder. He is now at the point where most of his waking hours are spent taking care of his many compulsions: running, shopping, internet (porn and games) and masturbation.
He said he is bipolar, and "used to" do meth as well. At this point, he has isolated himself in his apt, and the slightest thing that most people would blow off as no big deal (a little bit of noise from road work being done down the street, for example), sends him to the very edge, pacing and yelling, till he has to leave the apt, and "go for a run".
My first clue about his compulsions was with how much he runs, and the fact that I found out it had absolutely nothing to do with his health, because I know what serious (athletic) runners eat, as compared to the (junk) foods than he eats. Other clues came along later: Nearly every day, he'd call me about another article of clothing he had bought--very similar to the one he bought the previous day--and he also mentioned that he needed to find a bigger place, with spare bedrooms, just for his clothes.
Another clue was when we would IM, or talk on the phone, there would be long, frequent pauses where he would stopped responding. I would ask him what was happening, if everything was OK. After a few times of this, he finally confessed he would frequently stop to masturbate during our IMs and phone calls. It had nothing to do with me--It was also a scheduled ritual throughout the day. Is that normal? I mean, I know masturbation is normal and OK, but scheduled like that? And that frequently?
Another thing was toward the end of our relationship, it seemed all he wanted me to do is play internet games with him--even more than talking. One after another, after another, after another. For HOURS. Whenever I would tell him I seriously need to get some sleep, he would get upset, then quickly find another game partner.
And we won't even get into the porn sites he described. He told me about them so matter-of-factly. Like he thinks its normal. I really think he thinks its normal to talk about porn over morning tea.
I recently suggested he get help for all of his compulsions. He got EXTREMELY upset, yelling at me, asking me what I meant by that. "WHAT are my compulsions!!!" He said.
Anyway, in the end I had to let him go. This was just last week. At 47 yrs old, he's apparently been like this for quite a while and now I'm seeing a man on a downward spiral, set out to destroy himself. I can't watch.
My heart breaks for him, because he confessed to me about some absolutely brutal physical and sexual abuse he suffered as a child, but what can I do? I'm not a therapist.