Decided to leave my BF

[mami2karina]

I've been talking a lot recently to a friend of mine who is a Jehovah's Witness.  I know a lot of people don't agree with the religion, but she truly believes in God.  She's made me see a lot of the things I am doing and she's been supporting me a lot and really think about what I am doing to myself and my daughter.  The wrong in what I do.  So I decided to stop sleeping with my BF and leave him all together.  I need to be by myself for a while and find out what my problems are.  I know that by getting close to God again will help me tremendously.  And I am already feeling so much better.  Just thought some of you might like to know:)

[Trialanderror]

Don`t know why people find God only after things go wrong but whatever helps you get back on track. Enjoy seeing your daughter grow up, good luck.

[mami2karina]

Thanks, I have to start somewhere.  My BF doesn't seem to understand, he knows what I was doing and didn't care.  Usually that means they are doing the same, but whatever.  I have to do what is best for me and my daughter.  Mainly my daughter.  I love her so much and DO NOT want her to grow seeing her mommy like this.  I love her with all my heart and soul and never want to hurt her.

[RockRose]

Prayers and best wishes for success in your spiritual journey.  I hope it works out for you and you are able to heal,  and carry on with a life that will be fulfilling and exciting,  and grounded.

[simbacatz]

That's really nice to know and good luck to you!

[pertykitty]

hopefully it is for a good reason, and not so you feel less guilty about sleeping with other men. i do hope the best for you. it just seems odd to go from one thing one day to another the next. but the road to recovery has to start someone. good luck