It seems to me that you just really do not like this guy.
Your words "Im very practical about sex that i don want any romantic touching or kissing."
That makes it seem like all you want is the sex and you really don't want any kind of relationship with this man at all. I agree with Judy this relationship is very dysfunctional. You sound like you only want sex and only want sex your way, and he sounds the same. Basically if he is not attracted to you, i doubt that will change and there's no point staying in a relationship with someone who doesn't even find you attractive. Find someone else.
thank you for the comment.
He is not catholic. We do have sex but ... Im not enjoying it. He is not good at sex (from my experience tho).
I think you are right.
I am going to see him tonight. Because he want to see me.
Im not sure if i wana do this but a part of me saying " give it a chance".
Just for a while. And then i will get ready to leave. ( i have my stuff at his place)
I wish i could find The One!
sorry, I meant "do not stay with him"....
This is a dysfunctional relationship and you both are not sexually compatible. It happens and if he was raised stricked catholic, his conscience bothers him, because sex before marriage is considered a sin. Scary that he saw sexual positions at age 9 (not stricked enough)...by the way, I'm catholic too.
He hasn't found "the one" yet. DO NOT say with him and keep your eyes open for someone new. That would make him your security blanket. Time to move forward with your life and at the right time when you least expect it, I promise you, you will meet that guy that will be compatible to you. Let it go, don't look back and move forward.