Please dont judge me

[MsHarris95]

I'm so numb .. What should be the happiest momments ofmy life are anything but .. He toldme he was upset because he didn't want me to have his baby .. Hes taking me to court to try and get full custody after the babys birn.because he doesn't trust my judgment .. He hates me so much and it hurts because in the beginning it was all I ever wanted .. he was so in love with me .. treated me like a princess .. went to church with me .. prayed together .. held me when I cried .. broke his neck to make time for me while working two jobs .. I lost my virginity to him and him to me .. we couldn't wait to have our first child .. get married and build a family together .. he told me all the time .. how much he cared and how he'd always be there .. now at 20 years old going on 21 weeks living together .. I know he regrets it all .. the many mistakes I have made inthe opast are just too much to overlook. Now after helping him get to where he is in life and being there for him through it all and standing by his side no matter how dark the mistake , I'm keft here. Regreting not hoing to college but choosing to stay with him and build a future together .. I have nothing .. no car .. he has a car .. no job .. my warehouse job let me go because I was getting too tired too easily .. no place to stay .. he doesn't want me here any longer and since I pay no bills I have no say in anything. And how do I fight him in court when its time .. when hes taking care of me. I'm so numb and hurt deeply right now.

[Edelin]

My best advice to you would be to continue to pray. Do you have pastors that you can reach out to soi that they can councel you? Do you have family? The women at my church have been such a wonderful support to me! Don't give up when God is with who can be against you!

[mcrissa]

You will be ok my friend wemt through a similar situation she got a oart time job amd moved in with her parents and the court awarded her full custody of her son unless your a drug addict or something they will always give custody to the mother just try to stay positive

[Cassie19957]

Try to cheer up. If that's how he feels and he wants to treat you then he's not worth it. Even if you lose him just remember there's a little human growing inside you you that's going to love you unconditionally. And im pretty sure he won't get full custody unless there's evidence that your doing something wrlng