Wow, your story sounds exactly like my own, except my safe guy was a Virgo. My first husband was a Scorpio, and Scorpio men can be so challenging, but also, very sexy. Well, it is a case of immaturity i'm afraid. My first ever boyfriend, was a real keeper but i had to go for the wild ones. I also think about what could have been. Are you dating or married now? Are you happy with your current situation or are you considering looking for another partner in life? I wish you all the best and will keep you in my prayers.
Immaturity? Sometimes the bad boys are more enticing at the front end.