i like this girl, she says she likes me, but also says that she likes another guy as well. This other guy i have to admit is better looking than me, and i am scared that she will choose this guy instead of me. I cant stop myself continually talking to her, I tried stopping talking to her, but i cant do it. I lie all the time to everyone, but especially to girls in order for them to like me more. She has messed me around in the past, and i think she knows she can take advantage of the fact that i usually initiate all the conversations. I take girls too seriously, it takes over all other aspects of my life, it has ruined my chances of good grades in my A levels. I know i wont be able to cut her out of my life. I would have to admit i am insecure i haven't had that much experience with girls, and i want to be able to continue talking to girls, but i want to be able to take it less seriously. I think i have a lot too offer people, but i am desperate to be loved and insecure that people dont like that i end up making a fool of myself, or end up being nasty. I have in the past been insulted for the way I look.
I am aware that this sounds pathetic, but it isn't easy to admit things like this, i want answers, please anyone...what do i do