Ditto specialmom's reply a million percent.
I may have it wrong too with the difficulty in reading the post--- but it seems you chose to make a child with someone that you've had a long history of ups and downs with. After he wasn't there for you after the miscarriage, you probably should have stayed away. He showed you he doesn't react well to stress, is about shaming people which feels terrible, and isn't good at giving you the support you need. You KNOW this about him. So, why would he be different now?
When we see how someone is, I'm not sure why we don't believe it.
It's not your hormones. You made the decision to continue a sexual relationship with someone that you probably shouldn't have. THAT is the problem.
He may or may not be a great dad. Time will tell. But I would not continue to use energy on trying make him be someone you knew he wasn't when you became pregnant. good luck
Thx for your advice I rally apriciated...
My eyes are bleeding. Not sure how to respond since I only understood a very small portion of what you were trying to say. I think you should just leave that guy alone, he doesn't seem committed to you or your child and you don't need the stress now.