Hi, my name is Hunter and I can't breathe automatically anymore unless I'm asleep. I do not know why, either. I've been to three doctors and I have bronchitis and pharyngitis, but they never have been able to solve my manual breathing problem. It's not like I forget to breathe sometimes, it's just that I'm always telling myself to breathe, I know I don't have Ondine's curse because I can sleep and breathe, but for some reason when I'm awake, I have to remind myself to do so. I'm very afraid that I will forget to breathe or something.
I crack my neck a lot so maybe it's a nerve problem? I don't know. I've been diagnosed with anxiety and depression, and doctors say it may be just a secondary symptom of my anxiety. I have difficulty believing this because I don't feel anxious. I'm also experiencing a really odd olfactory response where everything has been smelling like a weird cough syrup for the past few days. It also feels like I'm breathing vapor rub.
Please help me. I'm sick of this ****.