I went to a massage therapist who as part of the massage put his finger in my anus. The first time I was so surprised I didn't do anything, then he did and again and I asked him to stop. After that the massage stopped. Since then I've been so terrified I've contacted HIV or an STD like Herpes. I asked him to show me his finger and it looked fine, but maybe he had cuts on the microscopic level? Or I know Herpes cannot be seen. I've been in a committed relationship my whole life but am afraid to touch my partner now for fear of infecting him. How serious is the risk? How long do I have to wait to get tested for everything? I'm so scarred its hard to think or sleep. Please help.