Not to totally freak you out, but you probably got hsv1 as a kid from a parent or grandparent, or some other relative, as most people do.
If you've had it that long, why freak out now?
And I agree - you should see a derm.
AJ
Go to a dermotologist. It may be eczema or some other skin condition. Stop worrying and go to a doctor. What benefit are you going to get from the worry?