I'm so ashamed of myself right now.
I found myself at a brothel last night, and had protected oral (receiving), gave her unprotected oral, slight kissing, and fingered her vagina/anus. My fingers went inside her vagina, and my fingers were around her anus.
I'm married, with kids, and my wife is pregnant. I feel like I've betrayed everyone, and I'm scared that I'm going to give them something.
What are the chances that I've contracted anything like Hep C, Syphilis, HIV, Herpes, Gonorrhea, Chlamydia, or anything else?
I feel like moving away, as I'm scares that my kids, and wife are going to contract something from kissing them.
I've betrayed everyone, and I don't want to lose them. I'm scared to tell my wife, as don't want to hurt her.