Hello,
I recently found a few small bumps in my
pubicPubic lice area, underneath my
pubicPubic lice hair. Some were clustered together in groups of two, some were singular. They were flesh colored, painless, and smaller than a
sebaceousBirthmarks - pigmented
Hair follicle sebaceous gland
Sebaceous cyst cyst. My
familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources medicine practitioner examined me and felt that they could be genital warts. To be sure, he biopsied one of them, and sent it off to the lab.
My results: "The skin biopsy from the
pubicPubic lice area shows a
squamousCancer - penis
Lung with squamous cell cancer - ct scan
Oral cancer
Skin cancer, squamous cell - close-up
Skin cancer, squamous cell on the hands
Squamous cell cancer
Squamous cell carcinoma
Squamous cell carcinoma - invasive
Squamous cell skin cancer epithelial hyperplasia with mild hyperkeratosis and focal increased granulosis. Definitive HPV effect is not identified in the biopsy. A condyloma cannot be entirely excluded; however, definitive features are not identified. Correlate clinically."
My doc reviewed the results with me, and told me that I likely had GW, and he performed cryo on the area. Naturally, I was pretty devastated.
I discussed the lab results with another, more experienced practitioner, and he told me that he felt the bumps were likely not GW. I don't know what to think now.
I still have two small bumps in the same general area that need to be treated. I believe the first doc missed one when he cryo'd me, and the other bump looks to be new. The spot that was missed appears to have grown and divided into two small adjacent bumps.
My questions:
1) What does the pathology report show? Isn't the reason for having the lab work done to obtain a definitive diagnosis?
2) If not GW, what are these bumps? Are there other similar skin conditions that could've been the source of a misdiagnosis?
3) If this is GW, am I going to have to disclose this to future partners if I don't have any visible lesions after treatment?
4) Should I have a path report performed on the one bump that's appeared to have grown?
My life hasn't been the same since all of this happened. I'm not having sex any more, and feel lost, confused, and in need of some resources to help me cope if I do indeed have GW. I've tried ashastd's forum, but it hasn't helped much.
Thank you.
Thanks!
Thank you for your reply. I appreciate your candor, and I understand that my situation presents certain limitations with respect to a definitive diagnosis.
You are now the third medical professional who has advised me that, regardless of what the condition is, (warts or not) there is no need for disclosure as long as it's been resolved. (The two docs that physically examined me both told me that there was no need for disclosure once my skin doesn't show lesions.)
With that in mind, I am just going to have to rely upon the medical advice, and put the thoughts of guilt and "what if's" out of my head. (Easier said than done, as my nightmare scenario is having a future partner develop warts after having sex with me...)
I don't know why this is such a difficult thing for me to deal with. Part of it is the feeling that I should've been more responsible, and had sex only with people who I knew well, and with whom I had a discussion with regarding past sexual history prior to engaging in sex. I suppose I was just "being a guy" though -- I just wore condoms, and figured everything would be OK.
The other problem is that HPV -- as common as it is -- is typically asymptomatic. Thus, the people who show visible symptoms of infection are left feeling singled out, and have a hard time dealing with their diagnosis. For me, the process of acceptance and moving forward has been especially difficult, since my diagnosis was uncertain.
All of that being said, I'm going to work hard to accept my possible infection as "normal", and to move forward and to put all of this behind me once I'm cleared of symptoms. As you pointed out, the important thing is that my health is not at risk, and the consensus seems to be that, if I'm lesion free, neither is the health of my potential future partners.
Thanks again,
Max