STDs Community
I need support
About This Community:

Ask questions, get support regarding sexually transmitted diseases (STDs): chlamydia, crabs (pubic lice scabies), Gonorrhea, Hepatitis (viral), Molluscum Contagiosum, pelvic inflammatory disease, rectal infections, Syphilis, Trichomonas, yeast infection. For HPV/genital warts visit HPV Community. For Herpes please visit Herpes Community.

For AIDS/HIV issues, please visit HIV Prevention.

Font Size:
A
A
A
Background:
Blank
Blank
Blank
Blank Blank

I need support

Hey i had intercourse with a girl who had alot of sexual partners. I was not thinking straight my grandmothers health was bad, my whole personal life was a mess. I dont kno why i did what i did. I went to the doctor they say i am fine. got all the necessary tests done to ensure i was fine. I went to the doctors they say its ok to be sexually active. I keep thinking i have some sort of ideas now...
i cant get my self to get my self out of this rough patch i am in it has been 2 years. I am now 21 and i still have not dated. I do not even both prusing women. I keep thinking i have sphillis HIV, Cancer cause by HPV. The list goes on. The doctors say i am fine and i have gone through the the tests many many many times. Been 4 different doctors h=and had 3 std panels done. It has gotten to the point where my anxiety has become immobilizing. I cant study and excel in school, I cant focus on creating relationships with girls, and many times i cry my self to sleep. I just need to figure out how do i get over this anxiety. I saw your videos and they are really inspirational. what sorts of things should i do to help myself get out of this. I have such a irrational fear. I post on line forums over and over again asking does this sound or look like std's. After that instance i really have stopped living my life i am only 21. i cant get my self to be driven , i cant get m self to start living life. I cant move past this past mistake of mine. How do i get my self to start living life and start being driven. How do i get my self to get over this instance. Your advice will truly be valued and cherished. I am desperate man i cant get my self to get over this i am an emotional wreck for 2 years. I keep thinking i have HIV, HPV cancer anally, orally, and penile. I dont know what i am doing. Everything came back negative. Please Help Me.
2 Comments Post a Comment
Blank
Avatar m tn
disregard the video comment
Blank
101028 tn?1419606604
you have posted numerous times in this forum. you have received answers and support. at this point you need to be seeking out professional guidance - counseling or therapy .

grace
Blank
Post a Comment
To
Blank
Weight Tracker
Weight Tracker
Start Tracking Now
STDs Community Resources
RSS Expert Activity
233488 tn?1310696703
Blank
Marathon Running Done Over Many Yea...
05/15 by John C Hagan III, MD, FACS, FAAOBlank
233488 tn?1310696703
Blank
New Article on Multifocal IOL vs &q...
05/15 by John C Hagan III, MD, FACS, FAAOBlank
748543 tn?1463449675
Blank
TMJ/TMJ The Connection Between Teet...
01/15 by Hamidreza Nassery , DMD, FICOI, FAGD, FICCMOBlank
Top STDs Answerers
Avatar m tn
Blank
feelingundone
Avatar n tn
Blank
guilt1905
Avatar m tn
Blank
Fleetwood20
3149845 tn?1452625053
Blank
Life360_Dave
fort lauderdale, FL
Avatar m tn
Blank
cris01us
NM
484074 tn?1431294270
Blank
Ice_Man
Reykjavik, Iceland