Hey i had intercourse with a girl who had alot of sexual partners. I was not thinking straight my grandmothers health was bad, my whole personal life was a mess. I dont kno why i did what i did. I went to the doctor they say i am fine. got all the necessary tests done to ensure i was fine. I went to the doctors they say its ok to be sexually active. I keep thinking i have some sort of ideas now...
i cant get my self to get my self out of this rough patch i am in it has been 2 years. I am now 21 and i still have not dated. I do not even both prusing women. I keep thinking i have sphillis HIV, Cancer cause by HPV. The list goes on. The doctors say i am fine and i have gone through the the tests many many many times. Been 4 different doctors h=and had 3 std panels done. It has gotten to the point where my anxiety has become immobilizing. I cant study and excel in school, I cant focus on creating relationships with girls, and many times i cry my self to sleep. I just need to figure out how do i get over this anxiety. I saw your videos and they are really inspirational. what sorts of things should i do to help myself get out of this. I have such a irrational fear. I post on line forums over and over again asking does this sound or look like std's. After that instance i really have stopped living my life i am only 21. i cant get my self to be driven , i cant get m self to start living life. I cant move past this past mistake of mine. How do i get my self to start living life and start being driven. How do i get my self to get over this instance. Your advice will truly be valued and cherished. I am desperate man i cant get my self to get over this i am an emotional wreck for 2 years. I keep thinking i have HIV, HPV cancer anally, orally, and penile. I dont know what i am doing. Everything came back negative. Please Help Me.