In brief, married and got very rough unprotected oral at a massage place. The next night, or approx. 36 hours later went to masturbate and felt pain around the head so stopped. Two days after the encounter, masturbated but felt slight burn in the head. The next morning went to urinate and hard to get out and urine dark from dehydration so that burned a bit. That kicked off a whole head trip that I might have something since I was already a little paranoid.
Went to a urologist told him the story, he checked me out prescribed Doxycycline and I had blood work done, 5 days after the oral. After that and looking on-line at forums and then starting to feel the old burning head and poking it and tweaking it, checking for puss or drips. There were no symptoms other than the burning and pain and hard to urinate, etc. most probably due to anxiety. Running over in my head scenarios of confessing and getting worked up. Herpes thoughts, etc. But no sore, no drips, nothing. Had a lot of shrinkage for days and could barely get hard, another stress factor - waking up it's hard but not like usual. Penis still burns, doc said to put neosporin on it and made feel better.
It's now 11 days later and went to the urologist today and all my blood work was totally clean and he my urethra looks totally normal even though I thought looked red (though probably fine). Basically he said he thinks it's in my head and anxiety and wants to me to take a small amount of Xanax for a month.
Any thoughts about that, can it all be in my head?