i think she has herpis or some kind of std's she might have cancer as well in the utrues. need help. how to find out if she has, wha what to do? she dont have any commucations with my ex faience. she left me.

[KiraRuya]

She is 21. I am 27 years old. I know she had mutli sex partners before me she addmited her ex had mutil as well about 5 months ago. I hat being to nice to female. I am a rare guy whom been misstaken gay by how nice i am let i am 100% striaght my ex know this. I know she going to asked me back but i dont know if can base what she did. What she did while with me how i know she had mutil partners during the month of April and May pretend she did not aka lie denly them. My fiance we try to have a baby. I knew she cheated because I knew her smell when she comes and when she try to have sex it was to open many nights she came To work. Her under was wet form coming. She try to do me. I have reason to believe 2 guys have beside me. They admited it. She says no did you asked them about where my birth mark on my but I was only with you. I told er to asked when can we get the DNA test since she was prevent. She started to bleed the next day at the emergency room. When I reminded her for ins reason we need proof it was. Mine. She stubble on her words. Saying it was mine only I was the only one been there so on she could believe I asked before we decided to try To have kids we agree on it odd. We try 5 months then she got pregant. The second week she move in with me she had blister on lips. I asked about it she said its cold fever sore that what my mom said I had since I was a child its not STD. It dawn on me its herpes more then likely. She was trying to say its mouth sores instead. She would not let me kiss her so I was like diffently herpes or some STD. We never used protection because we wanted a kid. On the emergency room baby fine. Strong heart healthy but she never let me back there. Up on leaving Guy keying in told me she termination the pregnancy he did understand why. We left to Houston. She demand it sex she was bleeding she would not say no any shape of form. Form that day on she wnated any day anytime no matter what. Pissed me I keep saying no to her but she got more pissed and mad. The 3 day in Houston with Hey mom place I give in so the next day. I saw the fetus the baby in the restroom I would go striaght to the restroom to clean the blood of. She enjoy it a lot during that time. I fine out a month latter she fail the pap test. Came up abnormal cells. I try to firgure how bad what croyotheapty she wrote down she needed. She carried on pregant still let I know she was not. I wanted her to get a job but no dice she stay home. Out 9 months she Here pay 4 months and she was souppoesd to pay 30% only. She had STD test done but never told me. She want to 2nd ob when She dis not need to. She found out miss carriage I think she wanted that baby really bad cry for 2 hours let I know she aborted. I think she trully did nor want to but afaird it was not mine did not want me to fine out she was cheating let I know. She decided 3 days to go back and never return. She claim she was leaving for surgery and recover with her family and friends. She did not know how she felt about me because of the miss carriage. Really because she cheated, lie and felt bad about it all. She think I did not know about te abortion let. She says she hate herself and her fault so on. But sounded it scripted by her sister to tell me. Before she took a shower with her sister having fun and it got quiet then a lot of sighing. I think they had sex in there I told her its not normally. I aways let her. She was pissed a 16 with a 21. She kept telling me she married me and family kids so on for 1 week after she left but nothing was normally at all she was telling me things that was not how she every been with me. Talk dirty sending nudes. She never let me took a picture with her colthes on when she live here she dump me on July 29. Told me to never called her. I only made $1,100 a month but total bills grew to $1,800 a month. Now she gone my bills back to $700-$800. But I read her MySpace email still have access to it. It said she had abonormal cells in the uterus. Not abnormal cells to the ceviicl. As for STD she refuse to tell me. I think she find out in fact she had STD that blister. I have zero contract with her or family. I dont know how to find out if she does. Se soupposed to go doctor to see if she has cancel and surgery. I knew se could not walk 10 mind form the apartment when she left at all hurt to much. I am afaird se all ready knew about the std's she was trying to get me on purpose. I only show her love did everything for her could not believe she just leave like she did. I think she only left because her mom or sister threatening her if she move back in January like we plan. Family is huge thing To her so I think said they will dissown her if She continue anything with me. I never did nothing wrong to her. She accused me cheating. Let I know she was. I have never did only loyal. She told my family since day one she was my wife. Everyone at her work place she was engage to me. She only work 2 and half months at her job. She never wanted To work or go to college. I did not want her to work but college. When we were bf and Gf she was in college partime fail by margin. The year before she fail full time college. My thing is how do I find out what STD she had and does she have cancer all ready. So I know. Since was all ways unprotected no money to do otherwise. Spend to much in bills. I know we done it 2 times during the abort. And 5 times during period. 3 times in spoting She did only July 9. I think she 5 weeks pregant again. We are like 99% on that same symonths again. Sleeping all the time. Head aches bitching personality tours me before she left after she left she was having morning sickness. I got good feeling not mine because se said you can move here but no need to visit if I am. Beside that once abortion why not again. Her mom going to lose there house not pay for 3 months. I will not know were there moving next and they have tps cards not Americans. I mentioned her about 3 years ago. Bf and gf for about 5 months engage for 10 months. I dont That clue to find out what she has STD and maybe cancer. I know she steal or give her mom 2 DVD form Netflix I replace all ready. A towel, two HTC errois cell phone android, and my 5th grade choir t shirt. She was planning to take everything of hers. She was not planing to come back she claims. She keep saying earlier then January a year after full time college after part time to get dregree and a career. Keep saying different things. Not nothing. She will not pick up any call none of her family. She did left one message if I or any of my family or friends come near the house that her mother will call the cops. If they see my father or me in Houston they will call the cops. Its a free world if we go to Houston we can dont mean we will go there.  I was very emotional depress because I did nothing wrong but soupport her. Did everything for her. How she left me. I could not eat, sleep, drink for 5 days even called the sucide hotline. I eat now sleep a little but can't live in my own apartment to many good memories and I smell her still. Her sent of sex so on is present. Her stuff what the mom bought for the apartment. I know she asked me back when she find out what she had he. Everything but love no hate. Never talk bad to her or about her. Even though I knew she cheated. The neighbor claim guys would come in the morning. He just thought they were my friends. The guys form her job while I was at mine. When I got home earlier she was pissed off but small work load so I had to leave are no more hours for the week. I know that if I have any STD it was form her. She my first maybe last. I was pure waiting for marriage. She was everything and all most everything in common. But she cheated. Her ex cheated on her and used her.

[Vance2335]

This is very long and I don't exactly know what you are looking for.

[KiraRuya]

I dont think she has any plans for us to be together anymore. No communication at all. She never goes online to her MySpace or Facebook anymore or checks her emails. Her mom said if I even go down there she call the police. I guess I never get my stuff back at least I mail hers after all its the right thing to do. Give her stuff back even they do not. I know she told everyone she be back. She claim I was going to break up with her but I never had any plans to do so. I guess it goes with her claiming I was cheating let I was not. I am going to be single for while a year or two hope she will come back to her senses maybe I just foolish to think she will come back. She left a meassage in my phone diadem it was over on July 30. She keep going back forth form July 17 to July 29 she was going to married me, family kids but wanted her space to think about us. I asked her what was bugging irony everything that was van work out an still live together an things I was telling to do since step. Let she decided to cut me out compeletly from her life. I dont know what to do other then I think she all ready with someone else. I just got this felling form the day she left back to Houston to live with her mom. I know the mother going to lose the house. All ready 3 months behind in bills. It was about two months of her mom telling her to dump me and for her to move back. She told everyone she going to be back here in January 3 days before she left. I dont know how to get her back or find out about her and the result of STD. I of carousel should get tested if I have anything it was form my love.