im not sure whats going on

I'm a 15 year old boy soon to be 16 and have had a problem thats ate at my life for the past 2 or so years dragging me down and iv been to affaid to tell anyone and the internet help on problems are to hard to understand so i turned here to you.

first things first the only person i had ever had sex with which was 2 years ago never had or has a desiease.
and here in the last 2 year iv had sex with my x girlfriend a few times with protection and no visibles signs on or in her
as i have i just really need to know
these bumps are in clusters not loads but alot there the same color of my flesh just about but theres no pain no real itching no painfull discharge none of that just fear there on the bottom of my penis and like 9 or so have worked there way up only on the sides and bottom no real visisble ones on top im really concerned butdont know what to do.
also the other day i shaved around my pubic aea and now its breaking out with lillt red spot with small pumbs around there im sure that is from irritation but thought id mention any clue whats going on.



oh yeah b4 i forget this hasnt happened latly but a few times in the past there when i had sex with a love doll to take place of my normal sex life in fear of spreading anything when i was doing my thingmy scrotum and nuts would go up inside directly were they start below penis to were when u look all you see is  penis and skin hanging were they were i just pushed on my lower stomach they popped out there was no pain in this process and hasnt happened agian is ther any way my nuts size just took longer to grow.

[H. Hunter Handsfield, M.D.]

The penile bumps sound like they may be genital warts.  Red bumps in the pubic area after shaving shhoulds like folliculitis--minor condition that should clear up on its own.  But you should see a health care provider about the bumps on the penis.  If you're not comfortable going to your family doctor because your parents would know, contact your local city or county health department for the location of its STD clinic or other public health clinic; they'll see you without parental permission and it probably won't cost you anything, or at least no more than $5-$10.00.

I can't say anything about the apparent retraction of your testicles during sexual excitement; I haven't heard of it before.  But it doesn't sound harmful, and it isn't a sign of any serious health problem.

Good luck--  HHH, MD

[nonameslefttochoosefrom]

Thank god i found you and this website  iv decided i am going to do as you have told me and go see someone without parents knowing ill let them know one day just now isnt the time i appriciate you doing this for me you may have saved me not from the desiease but a life of worring i finally get to take a step forward thank you so much and ill [post up to this one telling you how it goes.
         sincerely a good day to be alive i thought this was gonna be worse news then you gave me/.

[H. Hunter Handsfield, M.D.]

Thanks for the thanks!  Good luck--

HHH, MD

[nonameslefttochoosefrom]

hi its me again one last thing are there any over the counter drug or something i should take or do till i can go to one of thoses clinics any suggestions.

[H. Hunter Handsfield, M.D.]

No, don't try to treat yourself.  There's not so much hurry; you can wait a few days.  1) You don't know the diagnosis for sure; warts sound possible but you need to see a health care provider to know for sure; 2)any attempt to treat could change things enough to make the diagnosis more difficult (or impossible) when you do go to the clinic; and 3) there are no over-the-counter approved treatments for warts.  It might be tempting to try an OTC treatment for non-genital warts ("Compound W" and others), but those products were not designed for tender genital skin, and in my clinic we have seen horrible genital sores due to that stuff.

HHH, MD