schizophrenia causes suicide

my schizophrenia got so bad i tryed to kill myself because my voices made me feel guilty if i didnt do what the voices told me to do because my voices said it was jesus..i almost died but i was saved because of my dad found me in my room dieing...before all this i was really a happy person in my heart........ now i dont feel anything for anybody i have no emotions ....my question is do i even have a chance at getting my feeling back...i actually try to feel deeply or think deeply but i cant im not right and life is a joke when out of love.........my life is a waste

[ILADVOCATE]

Extreme depression can sometimes be a part of schizophrenia but it can exist alongside it with people with bipolar or depression with psychotic features or schizoaffective disorder. If you still have extreme depression that causes suicidal ideations and feelings of hopelessness speak to your psychiatrist about it and they could your medications. You can get your life back together but the first step is to feel stable. I know having been through it.

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i was not depressed at all when i tryed to kill my self i was in love with my voices.....did what ever they said.......

[ILADVOCATE]

Well those would be "command hallucinations" and I know from the past before my current recovery that whenever you get those to speak to your psychiatrist right away.

[nart]

yeh i wish i knew somthing about schizohrenia before i got it ......i didnt know any thing about mental illness....but i feel pretty safe now