Schizophrenia Community
Extreme hatred at 14?
About This Community:

This patient support community is for discussions relating to schizophrenia and other schizoaffective disorders.

Font Size:
A
A
A
Background:
Blank
Blank
Blank
Blank Blank

Extreme hatred at 14?

So I've been school friends with a girl for about 3 years. I say school friends because I would never invite her to my house, don't ask me why because I don't know. Anyways I've always been shy and really wanted to become closer with her. Well this year was my chance, with us having classes together and in the same areas, as well as lunch. She walked with me and talked with me and has been nothing but nice. She helps me in class when I gave nothing in return. Well about a month ago, everything she did started to annoy me deeply. Quirky things she did that I thought were cute now infuriate me. Even hearing her breathe gets my blood boiling. I haven't been secretive about my hatred either. I've told her to stop following me and I just ignore her and try to stay as far away as possible. This happened a year before to another friend, but now after having some time away I want to rebuild our relationship. I'm just afraid this will happen with everyone I grow close to. I have two good friends, but I think that's because I've known them since I was little. I've never made a friend to keep in my teen years
675718_tn?1321008971
i think thats good to have friends you can never have enough of them :)
Blank
Post a Comment
To
Blank
Weight Tracker
Weight Tracker
Start Tracking Now
Schizophrenia Community Resources
RSS Expert Activity
469720_tn?1388149949
Blank
Abdominal Aortic Aneurysm-treatable... Blank
Oct 04 by Lee Kirksey, MDBlank
242532_tn?1269553979
Blank
The 3 Essentials to Ending Emotiona...
Sep 18 by Roger Gould, M.D.Blank
242532_tn?1269553979
Blank
Control Emotional Eating with this ...
Sep 04 by Roger Gould, M.D.Blank
Top Schizophrenia Answerers
675718_tn?1321008971
Blank
drifter0213
El Paso, TX
585414_tn?1288944902
Blank
ILADVOCATE
NY
1985196_tn?1402193698
Blank
stormbear
Canberra , Australia