Schizophrenia

Hi,

recently happened event that made me to write my problem here.

it all began when I was kid maybe at the age of 3-4. I would wake up after an extrealy bad dream, I was in a paranoy which lasted for about 20 minutes, yeah I know that everyone has seen a bad dreams but that was something different every time it happpend it was always the same, a can't discribe what I saw cause the dreams were very abstarct, I do remember everything but I don't think one can describe it.anyway that paranoia was very deep. at the age of 4-5 it stopped. I started to smoke weed at the age of 17, a took some e twice and once I swallowed a LSD like ****, I don't know what it was but it was veeeeeeery strong, anyway I stopped useing any of this 6 months ago (although I wasn't a "user" at all). recently I had some problems to worry about and 2 weeks ago I woke up with the same dream from my childhood. I am studying medicine on a second year now so I tried to remember everything I felt to than diagnose my self. anyway when I woke up I was paranoid and it was veery deep. I tried to concentrate one something  else, I stood up, started walking than I drank some water i started thinking and than talking to myself, I than tried to read my favourite part in my favourite book but anything I did every move, every word seemd to last forever and was so horrifing, although I tried not to lose contact with reality I was almost out of this world, in a different reality. after about 10-20 minute(if I didn't have time disorder) everything faded away slowly and smoothly. what's wrong with me?

sorry for my bad english. hope to hear answer soon

[ILADVOCATE]

Drugs of that nature can induce paranoia but they can often be a form of self medication for a psychiatric disability as well so it would be worth seeing a psychiatrist and they could decide what the diagnosis and treatment would be.

[missyaftc]

If I could only accomplish not being PARANOID.
Id hate it if my husband were as.
Ive been this way my whole life.
Anyhow, im new to this and looking for people who my understand.
Id like to add you if you dont mind being i have very little friends.
tx
Missy