You are welcome to this forum. I am sure some one will answer your question.
Most women can squirt clear ,such as you.A lot never realize they can.I have noticed in most cases ,it is more familiar in women that have had children naturally.Most women are scared to let go or release as you do.That is why only 33% of women can and do.Its sad that more women don't let go,in fear of of being pee,considering that is what it feels like.I'm sure they would find it ,as a man does,really relaxing after.Its kinda like one woman told me," I feel like i am getting mine now" I'm guessing that was referring to letting go,,releasing and really feeling the satisfaction afterwards.There should be classes for it!!!!