Here is some background information you should know before I pose my question. I have had insomnia for about 2 years now. I've done everything in my power to help myself sleep and nothing works. I have taken melatonin, developed a sleep/wake cyle, meditated, aromatherapy, breathing exercises...NOTHING WORKS. I was prescribed ambien about a year ago. It worked for a while, and i only let myself take it once or twice a week to avoid dependy/tolerance. Despite my limited usage of the drug, it now, a year later, fails to work. A whole ambien of 12 milligrams will not keep me asleep for more then a few hours. This does not cut it. I've tried taking a combination of roseram and lexapro ( to subdue my anxiety which is especially bothersome at night) as well which doesn't do anyting. I don't know whats wrong with me! I am a college student and its taking a huge toll on my academic performance, which i can't afford...
SO FINALLY THE QUESTION : Could adderall help my anxiety and help me sleep? ( it would be an indirect approach) please read to further understand.
They say adderall causes insomnia... Its obvious, adderall is a legal form of speed. Most would say adderall is the last thing a restless person would or should take. However, at this point i see no other choice. here is my rational. --Because I cannot sleep, I lose the ability to focus in class. Because I can't focus, I don't learn as much as I can during class time. In turn it is harder for me to do my homework because I didn't absorb all the material from the lecture, and I am also extremely loopy due to the lack of sleep. All of these factors mixed together cause horrible anxiety at bed time because I worry about my future tasks, therefore causing insomnia. When i lay my head down at night, thoughts immediatley cloud my mind like "How am i going to study and do well on this exam if i can't focus."
I feel that since I am not sleeping in the first place, I might as well use Adderall to heighten my daytime performance. If i am able to get my work done because I am able to perform at my best, i may in turn be able to sleep at night because i won't have anxieties about having the ability to function enough to get my work done. Does this make sense or am I crazy? I would appreciate some feedback before i propose the idea to a doctor.