April 15, 2013
I woke up around 7 am then i went to sleep again. I had this sudden unexpected death syndrome experience. I cant move, i cant speak, i cant cry or anything. I was crying for help but there were no words coming up from my mouth. I can't open my eyes widely. Felt like i was awake but then i was dreaming. I was terrified why. I was on my bed like the scene was real. I panicked. I was like praying, asking help from God. Somebody came into the room i was wondering the room was lock. And i cant see the person who went. I was asking for help but i know there were no words, that person lifted me up and hugged me.then i woke up. Felt like it was God. I was really scared. When i woke up, i caught the same position in my dream or whatever you call that.
April 19, 2013
Woke up again around 7 am played with my itouch and went back to sleep. It happened again but different scenario. I was on my bed same thing. I was like asleep but awake. I tried to move but i cant samething. I felt the numbness in my body and this bzzz feeling same thing. But this i was facing the wall. Felt like someone was beside me. I cant move. I felt evil and darkness. He touched my back i can feel his nails. Felt like a half man and a half animal. I just dont know. It felt like he was pushing my back so that i couldnt move. I started to feel crazy again. I was terrified. My vision is dimmer. If i could describe it. Its like a computer about to shutdown. Then i thought to myself. My mom said you lldie or you wake up. I was on my mind. I cant explain it. :( i started praying then i wake up same position in my dream. And my back hurts ;( so please help me!! I dont know whats happening to me. :((
Im going 18 this October. Im still very young. Since the incident im always uneasy, sometimes my right eye feels weird :( i feel hot(weather) all the time. Im irritable. Im having chest pains at times. It feels like im gonna have a heart attack because 2 weeks ago i was depressed. So please help me plsss :(