just wondeering

Hi there its me again sry it took me so long 2 update everyone on my health, well I left off have'n another ep with ablation on july 9 that was moved 2 aug 4 no did not go well my doc couldnt get my heart 2 go into te svt or w/e he needed it 2 do, he said he was the hardest he has ever been on some1s heart n go nothing...so they woke me up n said they didnt get it and I would have 2 stay on my verapamil.....so so bummed bout this cuz i have panic about have'n an svt, n really dont wanna stay on these meds, has this happen 2 any1 else?? he also said he only c's this type of svt in drug users which i have never touched in my life besides pot which he knows i do n said pot is not doing that 2 my heart, crazy huh....I also drink red bulls well i did this b4 this svt stuff started n my doc knows bout that 2 n he said thats not it either sense i have had this issue with svt my red bull habit has slowed down big time so i think he is rite bout that! should i go c another ep or stay with this one, mind u my ep is out of childrens hosp cuz i have childhood heart disease so thats like a number 1 hosp n mi...so confused n hate this worrying bout svts if or when i might have one!....1ST my open heart in 06 4 atrial septal defect n now this ...ughhh i will never get back on my feet! anyone get ssi for this svt or heart disease??? I am lookin into a lawyer now after being denied 4 times with out one! no one is going 2 give me work if i am have'n svts...lol